I have had a lot of different formats of blogs throughout the years but never committed to constantly update them. Writing has always been something I enjoy doing but most of the time, the thoughts in my head are so random and unorganized that I can't seem to find a way to pull them together as a thoughtful and well-organized blog post, let alone using my poor vocabulary skills to share how I feel. But even though I might find a million reasons for myself to not to start another blog, I realized that I should still give it a try anyway. I'm not afraid to admit that I'm a cheesy person and I'm very into things like starting off fresh in the new year! And although there is no scientific proof that starts something new in the new year is easier to success or that it will make you better as a human being or anything like that- we all still like to make new year resolutions anyway, am I right?
I make new year goals every year. Sometimes I write them down in the journal, and sometimes I just plan them in my head. I feel like no matter how you do it, it's something that's very intimate and you're creating the goals just for yourself, so there are no right or wrong answers as long as you stay true to yourself.
Although today is already the last day of the first month of 2018, and I'm just finally sitting on my couch and typing this out. I'm feeling very excited to have this platform to talk about my thought and things I'm inspired by. Maybe people read it, maybe no one does. But at the end, I'm doing this for myself and it's a way for me to learn more about myself and maybe grow along the way.
2017 was a wonderful wonderful year for me. It's a year with lots of changes but also lots of growth. I said goodbye to some people in my life, but also encountered many. I'm thankful for every loss and every gain as they all are part of the reasons made my year so special. I still don't have the answer for all the 'whys' I have in life, but that's okay. I like to think of myself as a house plan but with more complicated emotions. Because as long as I drink enough water and get sunlight, I'm sure everything is going to turn out alright. There are many times I'm so so so worried about something and in the end, they all turn out just fine. Then I look back and laugh at myself for all the nonsense I had when I was so worried. Of course, there are also times when I'm not satisfied with what happened, but I never regretted. I never knew where anything would lead me when I first start doing it, and because of that, I'm so excited about the endless possibilities. Please watch me as I grow, this is my journey thus far.